well, to be honest there is not a whole lot going on here since i got up here...
i saw my doctor re. the miscarriage i had...she has recommeneded that i keep my appt. with the obgyn and tell her all about my family history and see if they can do any testing...
Nytz, my pet bearded dragon is so big now...she is a lot less skitsish, too...when i pick her up, i can actually feel her in my hands now...she actually has weight to her now...it' actually kinda weird...she's so cool, but i think will would beg to differ...hee hee
i am starting work tomorrow with my bro-in-law...i will be working in the am as a cashier, then go pick up my niece from school, come home and cook dinner...
will and i are going to be sealed in the temple this next january...so, i have started looking at simple wedding dresses that i can get...i do have a certain style picked out, and i am going to go to Sposabella on wednesday and actually try on a dress of the same style so i can see how it looks on my...if you want to see the style i am looking at, go to www.eternitystore.com and look up style 8012...that is the style i am going to try this week at the store...see how it looks on me...
not much else going on...
it has been very very hard being away from will...i knew it would be hard, cause it was hard when we were engaged, but this is definitely harder...i always tried to not take things for granted, like having it with me all the time, but now that i don't have it, it's amazing how much i miss it...i miss holding his hand, i miss seeing his beautiful smile, i miss the way he strokes my hair...it's so hard...but the one thing that keeps me going is his knd, familiar, reassuring voice, that it is only temporary and he will be up visiting soon...
p.s. i totally just tried to make this post all colourful like my other posts, and apparently, i can't so that on this computer...:( that is so sad...