i REALLY love him...

i was laying in bed last night and i got this feeling inside me...i don't know how to describe it other than a mix of absolute love, disbelief, and luck...

i am head of heels in love with will...it's hard to believe i actually found him...and so lucky to have found the perfect man for me...

i just can't even describe how i feel right now...

it seems unreal sometimes that i am lucky enough to marry him and have his love...there are times i just feel like i can't really make him know how much i love him...no words could say it enough, no amounts of balloons or amounts of time i make dinner (or break my toe getting ready)...

does anyone else feel this way or is it just me?

the wedding store called yesterday or the day before, maybe, to let me know my tiara is in...that means my veil and dress will soon follow...i got so excited...i was all happy and excited and grinning and hugging will...i'm just so excited to marry him...

so excited to start my life with him as his wife and step-mother to his children and to always be there...i couldn't imagine my life with a better man...he is perfect for me...and i am so happy.

i couldn't even tell you how many times i have looked at him and said, "marry me, will"...i am so excited and happy...

i want everybody in my family and all of my friends and everybody to see how happy i am...i want everybody at our wedding and everybody at dinner afterwords...i want the whole world to know and see how happy i am...i want the world to know how much i love him...i am somewhere that i never though i would be...

i have found that man who i am going to spend eternity with...we am going to go to the san diego temple in one year to be sealed for all eternity...what could be more exciting???

i am the luckiest girl alive!!!