Am I obsessed???

So, you remember my post after New Years??? You know, the one where I said my one goal (not resolution) of the year was to have my baby on her due date. Well, I have a confession to make.
Are you ready for this???
I am obsessed with this goal, I have realized.
And when I say obsessed, I mean obsessed.
I am planning my birth announcements around it. They are gonna be green and white and have little shamrocks on them. And I am gonna have to find the shamrocks...trust me, I have been goggle's biggest customer...and I am gonna get green glitter to make them glittery. And I actually designed the announcements last night on paper. I know exactly how many eyelets I need for each announcement (16). All I have to do is a practice run to make sure that number is right.
So, I'm talking to Kari-Lynn today. She is my sister who is wicked crazy talented at using photoshop and she will be doing the picture/writing part of the announcement. And she asks me something.
She asks me a question that addmitedly, I have thought of before, but dread the answer.
"Krystin, what are you going to do if she is not born on St. Patrick's Day?"
Oh, how I hate this question. (My sil asked me the same thing a couple nights ago.)
You want my answer.
I'm gonna cry.
I will be upset.
I will (and if you are LDS, you will understand what I am about to say) weep and wail and gnash my teeth.
I will likely be upset for a lot of years.
And you know, the funny thing is, that I'm not kidding.
I'm not kidding one little bit.
It will be a little regret that will hang over me for probably countless years.
I mean, I am planning this as well as I can. You know, as well as a person can plan a non-planned non-c-section birth. The best I can hope for is this...
1) hope this birth is just like Scott's.
2) hope that, like Scott, I will need to be induced.
3) hope that my body reacts to the induction the same way it did for Scott.
4) hope that my body does not go into labour early.
5) cause if it does, I will not push until 12:01am Mar. 17/08.
WISH ME LUCK!!! :)
The only thing I really got going for me, is that my Dr. will not let me go over my due date before inducing me. This is why I must get him to start the induction the night before..not the day of. I can't risk a Mar. 18th delivery.
Because, heaven forbid, that I should have to do birth announcements in *gasp* pink or *be still my beating heart* spring colours.
Because, don't even think that I can use a shamrock if she ain't born on St. Patty's Day. In my mind, that just don't work...lol.
Like I said, obsessed with a St. Patrick's Day baby.